Me processing past moments, emotions, or shifts in how I see myself—real, honest, and usually a little messy.
It’s Pride Month 2025, but instead of feeling proud, I feel shame. About my identity. My journey. If you’ve felt this too, you’re not alone.
When I came out as transgender to my wife, nothing felt certain. This is how I told her, what I shared, and what happened after that moment.
Journaling for self-discovery helped me unpack crossdressing, shame, and gender identity. Here’s how writing opened the door to understanding who I really am.
A quiet, personal journey into soft femininity. This is how I started exploring the gentler parts of myself, one small ritual at a time.
Feminization and sissy play helped me realize crossdressing wasn’t just a kink—it felt like gender. Maybe even something deeper.
Crossdressing gave me the space to explore my sexuality. Sexual exploration, in turn, made me question if crossdressing itself was a sexual act. And that exploration eventually brought me face-to-face with sissy play and feminization. Honestly, it started with porn.I searched for people like me—crossdressers having sex. I didn’t care Read more
Exploring crossdressing and sexuality gave me space to understand my desires—and what I discovered about kink, attraction, and identity surprised me.
I thought it was just about the clothes. But once I stopped hiding, I started exploring femininity. And I realized there was a lot more to figure out.
I got caught crossdressing by wife — and everything changed. Here’s what happened, what I told her, and how it slowly brought us closer.
Years after quitting, I started crossdressing in secret again. I hid everything from my wife, afraid of what she’d think. Here’s what that time was really like.